I wish I could say life is getting back to some normalcy in the Thorne household, but honestly…..it’s just different and often painful. So many flashbacks, and dreams. Sometimes I relive that day three to five times in a twenty four hour period, and there is no way to stop it. For awhile I really felt like this was going to be doable, but I have had a couple of days now where I don’t feel like doing anything at all, and the emotional moments seem to come more often. Everything has finally started to quiet down, and I am finding myself with too much time on my hands. I honestly didn’t realize just how busy I had been with Logan!
I am figuring out a new schedule these days, but all I want right now is to have the old schedule back. I miss my little buddy so much!!!
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